The Constant Booing.

Yup. Title is a bit, "has she been drinking again?", and why yes, yes I have. I have all of this stored venom running through my veins and it is wanting to surface in a very undignified manner.

"Even if you're constantly unhappy, no one wants to know, you become the person that people want to avoid".

Sad, but very true. To blog or not to blog? Where is that line drawn? When do I restrain my nagging thoughts and stop them appearing before your very eyes? Family drama, life drama, DRAMA. It happens, thats life. So many things to tell, and so many reasons not to tell them.

One light at the end of the tunnel ... My job is amazing. Love. The end.

The Night Shift.

For the last 2 weeks of me being signed off, I have done nothing but sleep. My mattress, so warm, so inviting, had fused itself to my very being and would not let go. It really annoys me that my chronic fatigue ruins perfectly gorgeous days full of sunshine and happiness, for one of silent darkness and my room shaking snores. I know I said I'd "do stuff" this week, but after the death of my Uncle my energy was utterly zapped, letting the grief take over. So now, it's 1:24AM, my body showing no signs of needing sleep, yet my brain fully engaged wanting me to imprint my thoughts on the i-webs. So here I am. Not just me though, me and my two feline companions. Both of which are ripping the crap out of a wicker basket that holds their toys.

Tomorrow is a new day, folks. Tomorrow is a new day.

Then Darkness Comes.

This is a hard post for me to write. Sometimes, even the bad things should be noted. 

I got a phone call this morning from my Mother, I knew it was bad news when she asked if Jamie (fiance) was with me. I have been expecting this call for nearly two weeks now. Her younger brother had passed away from a serious infection. Even though I knew this was coming it still didn't make it any easier. He was 41.

{Squee.}

Ok,

Sat in bed, Jess (Cat) to right of me. I have a hoodie on, over that a large fluffy type dressing gown. My flat is a mess, but I can't be bothered to clean. I've been signed off work with stress by the doctor and things are just ... Well, even in words its an undescirbeable blankness. My mind is just *meh*. So, I have one more week, this is the "I WILL DO LOTS OF STUFF AND ENJOY IT" week. It shall be interesting. 

I need to tweak this interface a wee bit more ...

Mmm - Cha!

New  blog, new begining.

Yee ;).

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Edited;

I wanted to personalise the look and feel of the blog. I did this by re-editing the main header ;). I hope the creator is cool with this :D. It now feels like home!